I want what she has. . .

Its been a while since i thought of this thing. . Alaaa actually its from one of the topic in either cleo or women weekly . . When i first saw the topic i was like.."ceh,ada also ka perempuan like that" thinking how shallow it can be..at the same time my eyes caught a glimpse of a woman who was carrying a furla candy bag and i quickly put down the mag and followed the chick lady and thinking.."shoot! This is how it looks like really..mana boleh jadi,i also want"...and since then i declare its not shallow minded. . Its only "our nature" . . Most of it is materialistic matter. . .

Some can accept what they can have and cannot have,like,looking at those in tattler magazines hopping that we can be one of them next week. . Unless i can join the family who are selling all sarawak balaks and lands and the untung few million masuk own account as if sarawak's resources all own by their nenek,the most i can do is photoshop my pic and paste it in between them in the pics,mingling around as if i owned the town...

if you use your own achievement as a meter to check or to compare yourself to, then its ok. With that if you want to reward yourself with rm100 or rm3000 handbag go ahead. . you deserve it. .But when you start using other person for you to compare yourself too, sooner or later you will never be content with whatever you have , simply because in your mind the person will always have better thing than you. . Even if she use petaling street lv also you'll think its from the boutique,and end up you will be paying more that what she spent to look good,and you after the win feeling hilang after a while,you will start to look at other thing people have and the "huh,im going to have one as well" cycle began again. .siapa rugi?

for some, they will do at any extend to get what they want. Sugar mummy sugar daddy boyfren scandals you can name it. . Thats the easiest way. .oh and not to forget, taking company's money ..its a big no no but there are some who still do it. .

So next time if you see a girl who are using that IT bag and you want it as well, its ok. . Its in our nature . .embrace it . . As long as our purse can handle it . . .