Waitingggggg

Ssssstttttttt...?notie that is not ppsssttttt...its ssssstttt with sucking in motion...reason?i need to hold myself from peeing in my car. .its after maghrib and we just came back from my aunty's house. Since i went there straight from digi office, we went back to our house using three cars..dad went to the mosque,mom gigie and boy went to fratinni and me infront of the gate without any keys to go in and holding the urge to hide between the bushes . . Shasha already fast asleep at the passenger seat. .... ADUIIIIII. . . . HUHUHUHU. . . .Cepat cepat lah sampe mummy. ...

Its 12 and she just asleep...

I am having problem with her right now. Not that bigggg mom daughter row,nop. ..hope we wont have that kind of thing either...its just that now she lovesssss to tido aher aher.... late as in really late for kid who has to woke up at 7 and go to school at 730...
Is it because she miss me so much that she is willing to wait and stay up with me until she fall asleep or she memang nocturnal type?i dont remember keeping any hamster for pet during my pregnancy last time,so nocturnal is out...so she miss me? Maybe...probably yes...im with her only in the morning till 8 when i send her to school daily,then at nite i usually arrive home at 8..or sometimes later than that. No wonder she is willing to tahan mata as long as she can play or talk with me for few hours before she tidur..but its not gooooddd..its totally not good for kids at this age . ... at the office we came out with "once a week late day" cos now everybody started complaining on how the work consumed so much of their times...no its actually invented by jessy yang at that time falling in love so she want to go back awal instead of ahir everyday..good idea  and liked by my boss as she doesnt have to explain on our overloaded ot anymore,managed to follow it for january but tottaly out in Feb...hope this month onward we will be able to follow it .
As for Shasha, i think she will love the idea...thanks aunty Jessie!!

ps...that kain on her, its her dad's. She miss him and bring the kain to sleep . :(

welcome back my human Lina

This was how i look like last month.. (a reminder to future me)

last month i dont know for what reason everything went haywire..

You know people say you have to make small boxes in your head, and to separate each task or each thing in each box, so when you're in box one you just totally concentrate on it and block the other boxes..prioritize in bahasa paling senang..

but last month, a giant boar got drunk and accidentally knock into my colorbymode boxes.. i ended up piling everything in my small head and the above is the result ( my head explode cos too many thing, see .. i cant even find the pieces of it )..

and thats the reason why i havent jot down anything for the month of feb.. not even once,i dont even tried .. cos i scared if i did it will come out in a language than only chicken understand,and they  dont  even have pc or tablet to read it...

xoxo...